been awhile since i've been on and wanted to post something since i have some spare time. so i graduated June 22nd and have been enjoying my new freedom. i've spent most of my time with my boyfriend and sadly i'll be going home soon and really don't want to >.< i just want to live here in PA for the rest of my life and never look back. i never truly realized how much i hated the place i grew up and lived for my entire until now. been thinking a lot lately and since my life has been so boring at home, living here has been very much a treat to say the least. i'm sry for the lake of art or anything for that matter, but i haven't been drawing or writing here. i've mostly been playing video games and hanging out with Andrew's friends. who rock by the way probably when i get home i'll be starting back up with art and uploading like a fiend, but until then i'm going to be chilling and thinking, and trying to avoid my parents nag about getting a fucking job. WHAT PART OF I WANT TO TAKE A YEAR OFF DON'T THEY UNDERSTAND???!!!! i want to live before making a living and well making a living means i need time to think. i want to write, but my parents don't understand that and will most likely see me as doing nothing but playing on my damn computer for hours on end. MEH!!! it's bad enough that they dpn't understand i mean for freaking graduation that gave me a stupid smile thing that says congrats when you hit it and a very girly butterfly necklace that's pink! PINK??! wow i thought they knew me better that i practically got nothing for graduation and that hurt me cause i thought graduation was like one of THE most important times in ones life and i get less than i do on my birthday? i get twice as much on that stupid day and even valentines i get a nice big box of chocolates TT.TT meh this is becoming a rant and i should be happy right now...damn myself >.<*

well all in all i just wanted to let everyone know about my life and where i went to. just chilling with my boy and relaxing from my new jersey life. i PA

~Silv out